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♥♥ Friday, 9 October 2009♥♥

STORY ENDED .

he left yesterday . going oversea for whole year . 1 years sound short but it isn't tht short as we think .

yes , i promised to wait for tht 1 year return but i guess i gonna break it . no one can ensure inside this 1 yr can happen what kinds of shit .

i expected to miss him damn lots like 1 yrs ago he went for his 1 week holiday .
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(: whatever it is ... this time round everything stated clear enfu . He left for his 1 yr oversea job . and i gotta carry on my life without him . he can't make any diff in my life anymore . maybe without each other we won't be feeling so stress .

She coming out in 1 month times yet he left for himself and not welcoming her arriving .

ohhs gosh ! why do i sound so weak !! ): wake up !!!! without Justin , Exanne and Jerxanne is still alive .

8 month ago i put this promise if till the day Jerxanne out nothing is done by Justin then make this facts that we can't have him . when she 21 yrs old decided to find her own father i will let her find . (:

i wishing he can really learn to grow up and do something for sake of this poor lil girl .

I been waited for a empty shot 9 months . I don't wish to wait until 1 years anymore .


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