♥♥ Friday, 29 May 2009♥♥
OBVIOUS I'M SINGLE THT WHY I GOT NO PEOPLE TO PAMPER !!
BABY, i'm so sorry to drink so much just now . but i just enjoy drinking tht much larhs ! HAHAHAHS
cause got you tht why i not drunk ! i can't imagine this is the 1st time i'm so awake aft drinking !! not even bloated LOL .
baby ni yao guai guai de grow up hor ! ur lousy mama will pei ue still ue dun want me . ahahhas .
x33s baby .
aversionLADY
♥♥ Sunday, 24 May 2009♥♥
indeed i get so bored now ...
went bugis today i saw X-rong tht lil monkey tht i always loves !!! HE LOOK LIKE MONKEY MORE THEN LAST TIME !!!
HE ALWAYS MAKE ME SO FED UP DE !! ROARS !!
I said him the older you are the more you look like monkey !! why dun eat more ??!! he tht bloody ass said he alway liddat since last time .. nbm next , he said " Jie, you look like auntie w/o you make up lehhs . i was like wad the ... thinking ... you tht lil monkey grow wings lerhhs know to fly lerhs now say your jie like auntie , aft i give birth are you going to say me sow ?! .
nothing much but i just simply miss this di of mine so fuckingg deep larhhs .
Xrong you better meet me up soon !!!
aversionLADY
♥♥ Sunday, 17 May 2009♥♥
18th birthday over .. nothing special at all . my expectation is this will be my last birthday celebration . we shall see i got the chance to celebrate nxt yr not .. ahahahs
hmmmm .... blog today is because i saw something werid on ASHIQ BLOG !!!!
SEE THE DIFF ? TOP SS IS BEFORE I REFRESH HIS KUKU BLOG . AFTER I REFESH THT IDIOT BLOG TURN LIKE THIS ..... zzz
ASHIQ : please stop changing your blog !!! i see ler also will scare ):
aversionLADY
♥♥ Saturday, 9 May 2009♥♥
I'M TIREDD . I REALISE I'M JUST THT FOOL .
HE FOUND A NEW GIRL . I SAY NOTHING BUT CONGRATS HIM .
GOD IS SO UNFAIR ...
I DO SEX IS NOT BECAUSE I LIKE IT . BUT ONLY THE INTENTATION TO AVOID UNHAPPY SCENES APPEAR IN OUR RELATIONSHIP .
AFTER THE SEX I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO WORRY MORE THEN ANYONE. N FINALLY I STRIKE !!! I'M PREGNANT . SO ? BIG FUCK ?
NO NOTHING . I JUST CAN'T GET JUSTICE . HE USE I'M NOT CAPABLE TO DO IT . TO AVOID GIVING ME . N I WANTS HIM TO LEAVE SINCE HE CAN'T GIVE ME . I CAN'T SEE HAPPINESS . I NOT GOING TO MARRY WITH NO HAPPINESS . SO HE LEAVE ... HE REALLY LEAVE N GO FOR ANOTHER GOOD GIRL THT GIVING HIM THT CONCERN HE NEEDED . INSTEAD TO LEAVE N THINK HOW CAN HE MAKE ME TRUST HIM N INSISTING TO DO WHATEVER. HE LEAVE .
I WILL STAY IN THE DARK IF TODAY WE NEVER QUARREL . I NV REALISE HE REALLY WILL DO JUST THINGS OUT . NV EXPECT . IT NOT MY EXPECTATION .
I SEE EVERYTHING CLEAR . BEFORE HE LEAVE HE STABBED ME AGAIN . I FEEL SO USELESS N HURTFUL . I FEEL I'M NOTHING BUT ACCEPT BURDEN OF EVERYONES .
I QUESTIONED AH SA N ASHIQ I'M I A BAD GIRLFRIEND ? WHENEVER I COOK ASHIQ WILL START TO SAY I'M GOOD HOUSEWIFE . AM I ACTUALLY ? . WHO DON'T ISH TO HEARD OTHER HUSBAND IS JEALOUS ABOUT MY HUSBAND GOT SUCH WONDERFUL WIFE .
TIRED TIRED . DID I REALLY DO WRONG ? MY CRAVING COME AT THE WRONG TIMING IS MY MISTAKE TOO ?
P/S : I WILL NEVER TURN MY HEAD TO SEE A BOY THT LET ME GO . I EXPRESS MYSELF TO TELL YOU I NEEDED YOU LOTS BUT YOU REFUSE TO LEND ME A HAND N STABBED ME WITH YOUR WORDS . YOU THE ONLY PERSON WHO CAN PUSH ME TO DEATH MYSELF .
BIRTHDAY WISHES :
1 . BABY CAN STRONGER EVERYDAY REGRADING ANY MATTERS
2 . I WILL STAND UP AGAIN WITHOUT HIM IN MY LIFE .
3 . HE CAN LAST LONG HIS RELATION WITH THT GIRL N PROVE IT TO ME HE CAN SEND HIS NEXT BABY TO THOMSON / GLENEAGLE HOSPITAL
aversionLADY
♥♥ Friday, 8 May 2009♥♥
boyfriend gone friend also gone
i got no friendd
never leave your friend because of boyfriend . you will realise you lost both at the time his is gone .
I GOT NO FRIEND . ):
aversionLADY
♥♥ Wednesday, 6 May 2009♥♥
you make me laugh n crys ..
now you gone , i just like back to 11 month ago . my life is without a partner .
you are my last romance ...
i will never want to get in loves again like before
when can i gain what i deserve ?
i receiving more pain then anything else .
EXANNE HATE N HURT HERSELF
SHE HATE HERSELF MORE THEN ANY ONE ELSE .
ihatemyselfforhavingyou
i receiving more pain then anything else .
EXANNE HATE N HURT HERSELF
SHE HATE HERSELF MORE THEN ANY ONE ELSE .
ihatemyselfforhavingyou
aversionLADY
♥♥ ♥♥
me n baby stand no where in his heart n mind ...
if he really care , he will already insist to come find me today .
his promises are always my disappointment ...
i too tired to hear his promises .
precious is fine (: my precious have grow to 6 cm tall and expected date change again . is about 9 Nov . i so afraid tht baby will come out on the 8 Nov .
with you my life is still carry on
without you my life is still carry on
why am i still bothering you exist
when ue can't give me my happiness
i'm back to square one .
start to give up you again .
please don't come back n shake my decision again
without you my life is still carry on
why am i still bothering you exist
when ue can't give me my happiness
i'm back to square one .
start to give up you again .
please don't come back n shake my decision again
aversionLADY
♥♥ Tuesday, 5 May 2009♥♥
i tell myself i no need him anymore ... but why am i still like this ? Maybe I'm tht one who really don't understand me myself .
i'm really tired of everything . i can feel tht i give up myself . I'm totally give up myself . Until now I still don't what shld I do . Is right for me . for the baby . for everyone around me . I really get so sick of everything . YES , im acting strong . Can I don't ? my happiness , future and everythings is in my hand whether i going to ruin it or have it . is my choose . I want happiness . I want to get my ASS off from such life . I want a better life ...
DID I DEMAND REALLY THT MUCH ? CAN ANYONE EXCEPT HIM TO TELL ME .
or IS THE RIGHT CHOOICE FOR ME TO LIFE LIKE THIS .... I REALLY FEELING SO ENVY AND JEALOUS ON SHORT GUN MARRIAGE WOMEN .
I CRYING SO BADLY WHO KNOW ? WHO WILL GIVE ME THT EARS I NEEDED LOTS ... I NEED A GOOD LISTENING EARS AND ADVISE .
I'M DAMN AFRAID BABY WILL BORN HIS BIRTHDAY THT DAY . IF I GOING TO HAVE MY LIFE WITHOUT HIM . I NOT GOING TO REMEMBER HIM ANYMORE .
he is a man tht let me go wild
and he is the man tht hurts me most deep
his hurt will cover all his good point .
and he is the man tht hurts me most deep
his hurt will cover all his good point .
i shall have my chance again to see baby again. :D . i shall post baby's pic if it clear enfu to see
aversionLADY
♥♥ Monday, 4 May 2009♥♥
your 1 sentence save you everythings . But left me with no ways .
yes , other girl can sacrifice because of love why can't I ?
cause people boyfriend can treat they own girlfriend good when there realise they pregnant accept me ! . why can't you like other show me the happiness you have when you received my news ? the first moment of encouraging you didn't give me .
ONCE I PREGNANT MY FUTURE IS RUIN ! . DO YOU EVER THINK FOR ME ? THINK FOR MY FUTURE ? ARE YOU GOING TO SUPPORT ME ? NO YOU NEVER , WON'T ! . telling me you will give me $5o0 as my monthly money is not enfu for . I working like a maid yet i get such paid only . I'M JUST 18 YEARS OLD YET I MUST LIKE A AUNTIE HIDE MYSELF AT HOME AND DO ALL THOSE HOUSE WORK PLUS BUYING FOOD FOR DINNER USING MY 500 ?! .
I DIN'T ASK FOR GOOD WEDDING ( WEDDING PHOTO , CHINESE WEDDING OR WEARING AS A BRIDE ) BUT A GOOD TIMES WHEN I PREGNANT AND AFTER THT 1 MOTHS (CONFINEMENT PERIOD) is it hard ? YES , IT HARD . CAUSE YOU CAN'T AFFORD TO PAY ):
"JOKER !! , bring back more then 1k a month can't afford to give me a private doctor . confinement is waste of money too . LOLS . everything to for me is WASTE OF MONEY . We shld save for baby ! . JOKERS "
YES , I SERVE MY RIGHT TO LET YOU PARENTS SCOLD I WORSE THEN A PROSITUTE AND THEY WILLING TO GIVE THT $200 OF HIS TO A GEYLANG PROSITUTE THEN ME . YES , 20K ... I OFFERING 20K . WHY NOT 20K ? RESPONSIBLE CAN YOU GIVE ? BY SAYING SO WHAT YOU WANT ON THE VERY 1ST MOMENT YOU KNOW IM PREGNANT AND LET UR PARENT COME AND ASK ME SO WHAT I WANT TO DO SINCE I'M PREGNANT IS RESPONSIBLE ? LOLS . DID YOU GIVE MY PARENTS EXPLAINATION ? IN FACT YOU WAITING FOR ME TO GIVE UR PARENTS THT EXPLANATION .
" Why did i demand 20k ?until now i since no reason for me keep contacting you .. consistant asking you for reply is becos i need it alot . why can't you understand the pain of been laugh by others . I'm a young mother and more is not married .
Cause he said I dun worth 10K . if marriage my parents can't get a 10k as a thankness for them to feed me till so big . and more RESPONSIBLE he can't afford to give . noo is he dunno how to give . cos dunno what i want . LOLS . of cos I want his concern , caring and talk to me nicely . but he nv . simply can see he can't give me basic resposible . even my doctor fee . LOLS . must wait for him to get pay then can bring me go see doc . nevermindd . next is must go poly there as for transfer to hospital for scanning . LMAOS . next is if i want abortion , get me a private doctor(PRIVATE CLINIC) for abortion . LOLS . scanning n give birth cannot get a private doctor must get a private doctor but abortion can . LOLS . of cos abortion is more cheaper if at clinic but more expensive at hospital .
i'm notting .. if care for me shld get me a hospital then ... HAHAHAS
WORSE IS I CAN'T CHOOSE THE PLACE SINCE IS THEY PAY . LoL
I once collapsed .. and consistant get tired of what i have now . I simply get my interest off from study again . No point i study for so hard . MY FUTURE IS RUIN . ur company can let you continue study DEGREE but me ? I'm a person who stop my study when i studing in ITE . what is NITEC CERT ? is nothing . a piece of cake ! . spare me ... your family(include you) insult me n baby make me collapsed once .. having this baby change my life ... everything change ...
LOVES IS NOTHING TO ME NOW .... NO LONGER A THINGS TO ME .... I WILL TEARS WHEN YOU BACK AND GONE .... I WILL WORRY IF YOU GONE ARE FOR LIFE OR AWHILE .... MY INSISTANT WILL LET BOTH OF US HAVE OUR OWN PATH . FOR MY VIEW IF I FOLLOW UR PATH I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY ENFU .
I JUST GETTING ABIT OF WHAT I SHLD GET .... BUT YOU CAN STAY CALM AND SHOUT TO ME LOUD N CLEAR I NOT CAPABLE TO GIVE YOU .
I'M TO TIRED TO LET YOU KNOW HOW MANY THINGS I WORRY AND WAITING FOR .... YOU ARE THE GREATEST PAIN IN MY LIFE .... WHAT YOU LEFT WILL ALWAY FOLLOW ME TILL THE END ....
NEVER COME BACK WHEN YOU CAN'T GIVE ME ANY HAPPINESS .
WE JUST LIKE PLAYING PASSING BALLOON GAME
BABY IS JUST LIKE A GROWING BALLOON .
WHEN TIME UP BALLOON WILL BURST
AND WE WILL FACE THE FACTS
THT THE GAME HAVE END
IS EITHER WE WILL STAY TOGETHER OR I WILL CARRY THIS BURDEN REST OF MY LIFE .
BABY IS JUST LIKE A GROWING BALLOON .
WHEN TIME UP BALLOON WILL BURST
AND WE WILL FACE THE FACTS
THT THE GAME HAVE END
IS EITHER WE WILL STAY TOGETHER OR I WILL CARRY THIS BURDEN REST OF MY LIFE .
aversionLADY
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