♥♥ Saturday, 9 May 2009♥♥

I'M TIREDD . I REALISE I'M JUST THT FOOL .

HE FOUND A NEW GIRL . I SAY NOTHING BUT CONGRATS HIM .

GOD IS SO UNFAIR ...

I DO SEX IS NOT BECAUSE I LIKE IT . BUT ONLY THE INTENTATION TO AVOID UNHAPPY SCENES APPEAR IN OUR RELATIONSHIP .

AFTER THE SEX I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO WORRY MORE THEN ANYONE. N FINALLY I STRIKE !!! I'M PREGNANT . SO ? BIG FUCK ?

NO NOTHING . I JUST CAN'T GET JUSTICE . HE USE I'M NOT CAPABLE TO DO IT . TO AVOID GIVING ME . N I WANTS HIM TO LEAVE SINCE HE CAN'T GIVE ME . I CAN'T SEE HAPPINESS . I NOT GOING TO MARRY WITH NO HAPPINESS . SO HE LEAVE ... HE REALLY LEAVE N GO FOR ANOTHER GOOD GIRL THT GIVING HIM THT CONCERN HE NEEDED . INSTEAD TO LEAVE N THINK HOW CAN HE MAKE ME TRUST HIM N INSISTING TO DO WHATEVER. HE LEAVE .

I WILL STAY IN THE DARK IF TODAY WE NEVER QUARREL . I NV REALISE HE REALLY WILL DO JUST THINGS OUT . NV EXPECT . IT NOT MY EXPECTATION .

I SEE EVERYTHING CLEAR . BEFORE HE LEAVE HE STABBED ME AGAIN . I FEEL SO USELESS N HURTFUL . I FEEL I'M NOTHING BUT ACCEPT BURDEN OF EVERYONES .

I QUESTIONED AH SA N ASHIQ I'M I A BAD GIRLFRIEND ? WHENEVER I COOK ASHIQ WILL START TO SAY I'M GOOD HOUSEWIFE . AM I ACTUALLY ? . WHO DON'T ISH TO HEARD OTHER HUSBAND IS JEALOUS ABOUT MY HUSBAND GOT SUCH WONDERFUL WIFE .

TIRED TIRED . DID I REALLY DO WRONG ? MY CRAVING COME AT THE WRONG TIMING IS MY MISTAKE TOO ?

P/S : I WILL NEVER TURN MY HEAD TO SEE A BOY THT LET ME GO . I EXPRESS MYSELF TO TELL YOU I NEEDED YOU LOTS BUT YOU REFUSE TO LEND ME A HAND N STABBED ME WITH YOUR WORDS . YOU THE ONLY PERSON WHO CAN PUSH ME TO DEATH MYSELF .

BIRTHDAY WISHES :
1 . BABY CAN STRONGER EVERYDAY REGRADING ANY MATTERS
2 . I WILL STAND UP AGAIN WITHOUT HIM IN MY LIFE .
3 . HE CAN LAST LONG HIS RELATION WITH THT GIRL N PROVE IT TO ME HE CAN SEND HIS NEXT BABY TO THOMSON / GLENEAGLE HOSPITAL

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